Sunday, November 23, 2014

Yesterdays


Sometimes I am so in the present and future, that I forget how I got here. I hate the aftermath of this feeling because our past reveals so much in us and every moment of the past, present and future are important in who we are.

I am prone to forgetting (or more-so, blocking out) the courses I have done, the work experience I have had, the awards I have won, the praise I have gotten, the laughter I have shared, the people and animals i have worked with! My yesterdays were AMAZING! I have had so many fantastic times in my life, that i feel I need to remember them better and allow for my present and future to be what may! As I have accomplished so much, shouldn't I be able to keep that success up?

I know that many people have a similar fear, and it really helps to stop and think, not over-evaluate, but remind yourself, lightly and perhaps to yourself of your accomplishments, alone time in positive remembrance can be a wonderful thing!

Treasure your yesterdays and look forward to your tomorrows,

KK



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Wednesday, November 19, 2014

World of fiction

I love writing fiction! Yes on this blog, I just write about my life, because no one truly believes in fiction as changing someones life. We base our lives on experience and facts and its sad because all our imagination has ever taught us to do is believe, believe in the unknown.



Its actually a fact that (well mine anyway,) the subconscious shows us what we crave or need to know. In my fictional writing, I base the stories on my dreams = What I realistically want! My fictional world consists of nature, adventure and magic. I do not stick to a specific genre or age, I just write from my heart, with a hint of reality.

Every-time I look towards the horizon and its endless possibilities, I can see my work, my love of fiction in my head. As I smile coyly, I feel like I am hiding the worlds biggest secret and it is literally in my hands. Whether others read my stories or not, I feel something special in my work and that coy smile is an inner knowing.

Maybe one day I will be able to share this world with you, my world of fiction, but for now, it is all mine and a secret I want to complete for my own heart before my head can logically put it together for you,

Believe in your own world too,

KK

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Don't forget what you've done!

I was just watching the movie 'Monte Carlo' starring Selena Gomez. If you haven't heard of the movie, don't feel bad, it is very underrated. The main thing I noticed about Selena is how much she has changed. Yes change happens to everyone, but as Selena is the same age as me and I always thought that I could relate myself to her persona, but seeing the person she is now in 2014 after doing this movie in 2011, yes, such a short time and it really gets me thinking. Selena's new single, the heart wants what it wants has had lots of controversy around it, but whether this it true or not isn't really the point.

We honestly don't appreciate that we, ourselves have gotten what we always needed and wanted. We don't give ourselves enough credit for the ups in our lives.
How did I get here?

Take my life as an example. I claim that I am grateful for my experiences, but I don't truly sit and think about it every minute of everyday, often I go and think something negative straight away. Trust me! do try, but it is still common, life to be... well hypocritical!

I have to go through rough times and some boredom, a little stress and some guilt before I re-begin to appreciate what I have actually accomplished in my life!

Quotes, pictures and advice don't bring me back, my mind does all of the work and I should know my pattern by now because I have been down at the bottom of the life roller-coaster so much, that when I finally start going up, I realise I am pushing myself and letting my willpower save me and take me to that place where I feel on top of the world.

Ah, this will do nicely!
I really wish I could preach this to so many people out there. It is only you who can help yourself up and you can't forget what you have done to get where you are. 'Are' could be anywhere, but at least you 'are' somewhere!

Keep picking yourself up,

KK

Sunday, November 9, 2014

What I love about:

Camping!


I may as well write this post as I am camping because I am in the beautiful midst of it, sigh.

I have a certain romantic notion associated with camping.

As I grew up camping with other families, partners and sometimes kids, I always wanted that for myself, lying in a tent, the river flowing, holding my partner, making Easter, Cup day or the Queens birthday fun.

The notion of reading a lovely book in the sun and listening to children laugh and play away from technology just warms my heart.

A little bit of personal music through headphones, the radio or just the sounds of nature always puts me in that nostalgic camping mode.

Even the hand-washing of dishes and sweeping of the tent/van every ten minutes makes me feel warm inside, because it was around those little (though annoying to my child-mind,) moments, that I had the times of my life!

Staying up late at night around the campfire was one of the best things about camping and still is. The giggling banter that occurred made us all hurt in the stomach. The snacks we ate were a rarity and the kids didn't really have a bedtime. In fact, most of the time we were allowed to be set free through the caravan park, screaming and tearing down hills, across grass and around amenity buildings!

Oh and the 'Time Out' chair... I can laugh about it now, but at the time, this was just painful. While the other kids ran around (running seemed so easy for us as kids...) my gullible self often got planted in the 'Time Out' chair because I always got in trouble by the fault of others, usually deliberately... I couldn't keep my mouth shut when someone made me laugh, especially when full of food and for this I was chaired much more than once...

For quite I while now, I have continued camping, but things have changed. Kids don't tend to go camping with their parents anymore, so it has mostly just been my mum, step dad, the dogs and I. These camping trips have made room for more peace, appreciation of nature and getting to know myself. I always get through books, read plenty of magazines and boy do I write - and I love it! My photography has only improved too! A lot of my camping breaks have inspired images in the form of my dreams and therefore inspired stories and emotions I can relate to and immortalize on paper. I really enjoy this more solitary side of camping, but as I said earlier in the post, I still have a romantic craving.

Every single time I start packing my bags for the car ride, I wish that I had a partner to share these moments with, to pig out in the car and turn up the country music, while taking the long drive, sun streaming on my face, his hand on mine...

As I sit in the backseat with the dogs, I often watch out of the window at the paddocks/forest/beach/city/desert or wherever we are heading and picture every scenario possible. Who has been here before me? What if I could run beside the car, like I was flying? Is my true 'love' waiting over there for me? are just some of the things I wonder.

And the towns, I have become a souvenir junkie, collecting pamphlets, shells, buying lollies and picking up anything small to remember the trip.

Camping for me, is a romantic, unique experience every-time and I usually never want to leave, when I get home, I am either very inspired, hopeful or refreshed, there are really no downsides :)

The food is always amazing, BBQ galore, the lot for breakfast, dessert and snacks! Just for sitting around too!

I also adore going for walks, to see the caravan park, then for a wander, just to watch other families, nature and life!








Bonding is always a special part of camping too and you can learn a lot by how someone reacts to the hardships of camping,

KK

Seeing simply: bouncing back


I always say that I bounce back eventually after a having had a hard time - why not? There is too much life, to not be able to live it! And I know you are waiting for a 'but....' BUT there is no exception! I am beginning to feel better after a long, rough haul! What else is nature, music, love and smiles for? Have a couple of those in perspective and I always know that everything is going to be okay!

Sometimes it takes seeing the world in simplicity, just like a child would, to appreciate how amazing life is. NO life is not that bad, as much as we try to convince each other that it is, this is just so wrong and frankly, stupid!

It sometimes just takes a little time, or a lot, who cares? To me, time really doesn't exist, it is a made up, human concept. We do the things we do to ultimately achieve happiness, so I say to myself as much as I preach: take on one of the million daily quotes on social media and  stick to it, rather than flicking through and saving for later...

Live.

KK